Chapter 7: The Cedar Chest
The creases of the yellowed notebook paper felt brittle beneath my thumbs, as if the slightest wrong movement might cause the whole thing to flake away into gray dust. I flattened the sheet against my knee, squinting in the harsh late-afternoon sun that cut across the splintered floorboards of the front porch. The handwriting wasn’t mine. It was cleaner, rounder, the letters formed with the careful precision of someone who had practiced penmanship in a small-town schoolroom before the world knocked the corners off them.
If you’re reading this, the note began, it means I didn't make it to the clinic in Reno, or it means you finally came back. Don't look for the bike. I sold it to pay the light bill in November. Leo has your eyes. He don't need your ghosts.
The words sat there on the page, stark and black against the faded lines. No signature. Just that flat, unyielding truth dropped onto a square of cheap paper like a lead sinker hitting water.
"She wrote that three years ago," Leo said softly, his hazel eyes fixed on my face, watching my reaction the way a stray animal watches a hand moving near its collar—ready to bolt, but too curious to run just yet. "When she had that bad cough that wouldn't go away. She put it in the box with the picture and the silver ring she wears sometimes when she goes to town."
I swallowed hard, the taste of stale tobacco and dust clinging to the roof of my mouth. "She didn't sell my bike," I muttered, the words slipping out before I could stop them. "I left it in a ditch outside Winnemucca after the crankcase seized."
Leo tilted his head, processing the correction with the solemn dignity of an adult. "She thought you sold it. She said nobody walks away from a Harley unless they traded it for something they needed worse."
"Your mom's a smart woman," I said, folding the paper back along its original creases with trembling care. I handed it back to him, and he tucked it away in his shirt pocket with the practiced ease of someone used to guarding small treasures.
From inside the trailer came the sound of a rattling spoon against porcelain, followed by a low, dry cough that made the hairs on the back of my neck stand up. Clara was awake. The screen door gave a high-pitched squeak as it drifted open an inch, held by a rusty spring that needed oiling.
"Leo?" Clara’s voice was thin, raspy from sleep and the dry desert air that seeped through the aluminum walls. "Who you talking to out there?"
The boy didn't answer right away. He looked up at me, waiting to see what I would do, as if I held some kind of veto power over whether his mother knew I was sitting on her front step. I stood up, the old leather of my vest creaking in the stillness, and pushed myself off the wooden crate I'd been using as a chair.
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"Go on inside, kid," I said quietly. "Tell her it's just me."
Leo nodded once, slipped past the screen door, and let it shut with a dull, familiar thud. I stood there on the porch alone for a second, looking out over the cluster of rusted trailers and abandoned tires that made up Sunnyside. My chest felt tight, the old instinct to swing a leg over a machine and chase the horizon screaming in the back of my mind. But my feet stayed planted right where they were, locked to the splintered wood by something heavier than asphalt or iron.
