The sun had dropped entirely behind the ridge by the time I cleared the gravel turnoff onto Maple Street. The air had that sharp, metallic bite that comes right before frost settles into the low spots of the valley. Across the street from the rental house, Clara's porch light was already burning, casting a long, amber wedge across the dead grass and the frost-nipped marigolds in her window box.
I cut the engine a hundred yards up the road and coasted in on compression so I wouldn't wake Martha. The house was dark except for the single square of yellow light in the kitchen window where the muslin curtain hung crooked.
When I pushed the front door open, the smell of boiled potatoes and cheap ham hit me—the kind of dinner you buy in a tin with a key. Leo was sitting at the oilcloth-covered table with a yellow #2 pencil, meticulously drawing the spokes of a wheel on the back of an old parts catalog page. He didn't have his jacket on; he was wearing an oversized wool sweater Clara must have dug out of the church basement, the sleeves folded back three times to keep his fingers free.
"Jax," he said softly, not looking up from the wheel. "Aunt Sarah's sleeping again. She coughed a bunch after you left."
I dropped my helmet on the floor by the door and hung my vest on the back of the kitchen chair. My shoulders felt heavy, as if the courthouse ceiling had followed me home in my pockets. I pulled out the carbon copy of the petition Arthur Miller had given me—the one with the red filing stamp in the bottom right corner—and laid it flat next to his drawing.
"Hey," I said, pulling out the chair opposite him. The wood scraped against the linoleum. "Your name's on here now. Mine too. We made it official with the man in the tie."
Leo stopped drawing. The pencil point stayed pressed against the paper, leaving a small, dark dot of graphite. He looked up at me with those big hazel eyes—the exact shade of my mother's tea set that sat on the shelf in the back of the garage.
"Does that mean I have to go to school here?" he asked, his voice dropping an octave with a kind of cautious dread.
"Monday morning," I told him, trying to keep my voice level. "Clara says there's a desk for you in the third row by the radiator. Mrs. Gable takes no nonsense about homework, but she brings ginger snaps on Fridays."
Leo stared at the paper for a long time, tracing the red stamp with the tip of his finger. Then he reached down into his pocket, pulled out that small, folded piece of lined paper—the one he’d handed me across the diner counter—and tucked it carefully inside the back cover of the parts catalog, right beside his drawing of the motorcycle frame.
"Mom said you used to draw bikes on the back of sugar sacks when you were my age," he murmured, his fingers smoothing the coarse paper flat.
"She told you a lot of things," I said, reaching across the small table to touch his hair—fine and light brown, smelling of woodsmoke and old wool. "Some of them were even true."
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From the back bedroom, a low, rattling cough cut through the quiet house, followed by the sound of Martha shifting the heavy flannel blankets. I pulled my hand back, but Leo didn't move away; he just leaned his shoulder against my arm, small and solid and warm, the only real thing I'd held onto in twenty years.
"Come on," I whispered, standing up and pulling the chair back. "Let's go see if we can get that coal stove in the parlor to draw right before the wind turns."
